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Do
Not Suffer Alone
Sunday, October 4,
2009 Rev. Janice Palm
Job 1:1,
2:1-10
Job right along
with Proverbs and Ecclesiastes is considered a major piece of wisdom
literature. We’ve been hearing for several weeks now snatches from
this kind of literature: in Proverbs and from the letter of James.
Wisdom literature offers a certain way of looking at the world. For
the Old Testament, Hebrew, books this way of life is characteristic
of the ancient Israelites/ancient Near East. Wisdom was dedicated to
giving a sense of order in the world. For example: You give and then
you receive what the world gives based on what you offer. This is
called retributive justice.
So the beginning of
Job offers up a description of a man who long ago lived in the land
of Uz keeping an upright life. (He gave a lot.) The entry into Job’s
life and dilemma is told as if it’s the beginning not so much of an
actual person but a prototype perhaps. Once, long ago there was a
man named Job who lived in the land of Uz; he was blameless and
upright. We are given this person who does no wrong. Now, if the
world has order to it, one would expect that Job would have a good
life. He has done good, therefore he should receive the bounty of a
blameless life.
How many of us
would not expect the same? We do the absolute best we can, our lives
should reflect that goodness. The circumstances of our lives should
reflect that goodness.
But now in Job the
council of heavenly beings, sons of God in Hebrew, including the one
who was the Accuser called Satan in our translation meet with God. I
need to stop and say, this is not the usual Satan or devil to which
we often refer but this being, the Accuser, the one named Satan, is
one who sat on the council as a son of God whose role was to
challenge.
The council of sons
of God were discussing Job’s integrity. The Accuser claims that
loyalty and faith in God is dependent on one’s well-being, what he
has received because he is faithful. After some back and forth
between God and the Accuser, God allows Job’s righteousness, his
faith to be challenged; God allows Job to suffer serious physical
ailments at the hands of the Accuser.
Now mind you, I
don’t believe in a God who would sit around testing this one and
that one’s righteousness or faith. I am not sure that early
Israelites believed that. They did, however, believe that illness
was related to committing sin. I don’t think we’re being asked to
believe this set up. But rather this scenario is most likely a drama
presented in order to consider why one would be righteous, why one
would have faith in God; it delves into how you explain one’s
suffering when there is no sin or fault.
We know folks who
have suffered at no fault of their own. We have suffered in that
way. Our faith community has lived through, even most recently, the
suffering of families and individuals due to illness and death. Why
do we suffer at no apparent fault of our own? Those very questions
that Job asks are on our own lips. I’m not sure that there is any
answer, any easy answer. I’m not even sure that’s always the right
question.
But this story
catches me even before we get to the point of Job’s affliction. We
say, no, to such a person who is blameless and upright. It’s not a
real situation. How could there ever be such a person. And yet, we
can think of those, a couple here or in another setting who were/are
always giving to the community. You know, we might consider them one
of the saints of church. They are just a good family with wonderful
children. Sometimes we even go so far to say, “I can’t imagine that
they would even have an evil thought.” They are so faithful to the
church. Oh, it might be just an individual. She is always so
giving.
He’s the one who
says this is how things are done here. She’s ever doing. And yet, if
you look closely, you might notice lines in her face or his not
looking at you directly as you talk with each other. The most we
know about any trouble is that time with one of the kids but they
all got through it.
But you know what’s
interesting: the ones we set apart like that because of their
goodness. They have/can become the holy ones for us. You know who
they are perhaps. Teenagers have them, too: the perfect ones in
their classes – the ones with no acne, in the latest clothes,
prepared for class, great at hockey or football, have all the
friends in the world; they have everything. The holy ones for us or
the high school dream person - their so-called status, helps us
maintain a distance and our timidity so we can avoid facing their
lives as they are really lived. Their so-called status also helps us
to avoid what may be eating at us, eating at our own lives. Blind
admiration for the blameless and upright perfect individual may help
us to avoid having honest conversations with one another and about
our own selves. You see – holding the other up to unrealistic ideals
often has us suffering alone.
Do you see? Do you
really see? The set-up in the beginning of Job includes the premise:
if you do good, you are promised happiness. If you do “A” that will
get you to “B” and then “C”. Can you hear in that, if you buy ‘me’,
if you buy this, you’ll be happy. If you take this pill, you’ll feel
better. Follow these instructions, you will have built a boat and
you’re on your way to pure joy. If you are righteous, all will be
well.
Life tells us
differently. It is not a simple 1 plus 1 equals 2. It is not all or
none. When we think about it, we know that intellectually.
Life is full of
ambiguities. You see, Job was dishonored here; he has been reduced
to a stand-in for everyone’s illusions. His wife just hints in her
remark to him toward the end of our reading, You are righteous in
your words. It begs me to ask, so Job really wasn’t completely
righteous and blameless in all ways.
Job is not even
given the dignity of truth. Job is presented as a stick figure
subject to the whims of a God who would have him acting as a puppet.
God is not like that.
God would be at
Job’s side as he suffered. We don’t need to point to the one or two
or three who may seem like saints to us in this faith community or
another, we do not need to point to a high school class mate who has
it all, for we all, I’ll say that again, we all are in this mix of
joys and sorrows called life together.
That’s what brings
us to this very table. I believe God suffers along side of us. God
is beside us in our joy and thankfulness. That’s what brings us to
this table. Jesus suffered; our faith tells us he was a blameless
man. And yet he suffered, by choice. Our faith says to us, because
he suffered, Jesus understands our suffering. God walks with us,
beside us.
Perhaps in
journeying with us, God gives us the strength and courage to move
from day to day. Perhaps in journeying with us God offers a vision
of hope that may only be dim but will become clearer. Perhaps in
journeying with us, God will offer the gift of life to us again and
again.
You see the title I
offered for this meditation: Do not suffer alone is a little
misleading. The full title is: We do not suffer alone. God is
with us.
So come to this
table and let us be strengthened in our hope. |